confessions and other blah blah blah..

Good Thursday morning all ! Whew! I am so glad that yesterday is over with . Let me start by telling you about my day yesterday. My son had a field trip with his class , they were going to go tour the library and then sing for everyone there . Then it was off to Wendy's for lunch then they went to a local planetarium . I had told the teacher that I could do the library and Wendy's but I wouldn't be able to go to the planetarium due to an appointment. Well the singing went great , they had a spanish theme and sang one song in spanish, out four songs, then they toured the library. We then went to Wendy's and I was the only adult there out of three classes that wasn't eating lunch there (this was due to the diet I am on , I could have ate there but I prefer to prepare my meals at home) . Anyways, we got all the food handed out and I told the other teachers/parents to eat and I would take care of all 60 kids . All I done was collected their trash , made sure they had everything they needed and then I gave out frosties . After leaving Wendy's I had to go weigh in at LAWL. I was so pissed when I stepped on the scales and found that I had only lost 1.4 lbs since Monday. The last time I was on this diet , the first month was a breeze because the weight just came off and now I am really working for every pound so it kind of put me in a pissy mood in which I found out later that really wasn't what was bothering me .

Tuesday night was hell for me because I didn't sleep hardly any at all due to a stomach ache , so when I woke up yesterday I was a little down anyway . As the day progressed I felt worse and worse and my stomach became a constant ache . Finally I took some medicine around 2pm and went down for a nap . I woke up at 4 pm feeling like crap . Later last night I got sick and after that I felt so much better and I was able to get a good nights sleep . This morning I am all chipper and getting ready to do my exercises . After I look back at the weight that I have lost since monday , I am not so pissed now . I don't know what got in to me yesterday when I weighed in but I was really mad .

Now , the confession that I mentioned in the title , what that is about is this , I am very self conscience about showing pics of myself to others because of my weight . I don't give a hairy rats ass what other people think about the way I look but I know how I feel when I look at a pic of myself and that is why I don't post pics of myself on here . Once I get a few pounds knocked off then I will start posting more pics . Also , I was thinking yesterday that I need to clear something up . If you ever read a post or comment of mine and I call Boca burgers Bogo burgers , it isn't because I don't know what they are , instead it is kind of a joke . I use to work at a local , private college and there was a really intelligent girl that was vegetarian and she for some reason thought they were Bogo burgers instead of Boca . So that is why I call them Bogo , out of habit I guess you could say .

I have been browsing blogland looking at HNT pics this morning and I have to say , there are some really good pics out there today . It is supposed to be in the mid 70's from now on here and I am really excited . I can't wait to get outside later and find something to do . Anyways, y'all have a wonderful day , be safe and take care ! Happy HNT!