troubled.....

I have some things on my mind right now so I am here to unload .

As I have said in a past post my grandmother is not well . I have visited everyday this week and she is worse everyday . Yesterday I was there and you could feel death around her , which may sound crazy to some of you but it is true .
You can also see it on her . If you have ever watched someone die then you know what I am talking about . There is just an eery feeling in the air around her . She is talking to people who aren't there and everyday this week when I have left I will tell her that I love her and goodbye and she will hold my hand and tell me that she doesn't know when she will see me again because she is hoping to go home in the morning . See , my grandmother hasn't known who we are for months now but she will talk to you anyways . I love my grandmother very much but I am ready for her suffering to end . I don't want to see her die but I don't want her suffering longer than she has to . I am sure that at some point in your life , you have experienced a loss so you know how I am feeling right now .

Life is so precious and it is soooooo hard to watch someone's life ebbing from them especially if that someone is a someone you love . So my wise words for the day are ... cherish every moment you have with those you love . Never take even a second for granted because you don't know when they will be gone . Later ...